This is MY SITE for MY THOUGHTS, so if you don't like that... FUCK OFF!
Everyone should kill themselves.
Frustration 9/11/25
I'm so upset I could kill myself.
THE BEST DAY OF THE YEAR? 9/10/25
THE ROTTEN EVIL CHARLIE KIRK HAS FINALLY MET HIS MAKER AFTER YEARS OF SPREADING HATE! My day gotten ONE MILLION times better due to this once in a lifetime, wonderous, magical event... REST IN PISS YOU FUCKING DICKBAG!
An approximate recreation of the event.
Better 9/9/25
Today was better, I've been feeling a lot better lately, but school still drains me. My friends have been keeping me in check, and making me a lot happier. I hope to stay this way a little longer till I can get therapy, or something like that... But, that's my update I guess. At least I'm not dead.. :)
DOOM is fucking GNARLY
Death 9/8/25
I went to a funeral today for one of my loved ones, and I feel like I can't cry anymore. I've been having trouble with my emotions lately. I don't really feel much, but when I feel it's either extreme highs, or extreme EXTREME lows. I hope I can push through, becuase at least I got some good very close friends.
KMFDM 9/8/25
Most of the people I've met in this god forsaken community have been absoulute fucking losers. Like all this drama for what.. So You can think you're better than everyone else... Let's get this straight, NO ONE IS BETTER THAN ANYONE ELSE!!! You guys are fucking stupid, and someone should do something about you. Y'all just piss me off.
School /9/4/25
School feels like it's suffocatig me. I wake into that dreadful building, and I feel as if I got hit in the chest with a lead pipe. I can't breathe when I'm there, and I feel trapped. Everyday I look through myself, going through the actions, but not being there... It makes me angry to be there. I feel all these emotions, but mostly anger. I'm angry becuase I feel like no one will listen to me. It's always "Be happy!" "Suck it up!" "You only got two more years... I hate being told "Two more years." So what if I have two more years, that's irrelevent to me, because my pain is now, not later, not before, but
Take this to my head
Freedom 9/3/25
One day I'm gonna snap, and just fucking leave. That's all I want to do is leave. Just leave everthing, I mean except for one thing.. That one person... That's my freedom.
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Some Choice Words
You are ultimately thrilled and desperate. 